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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2009|10:14 pm]
[I feel... | waaaiting]

FIRST: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question.
SECOND: Tag eight sexy people. Don't refuse to do that like a pansy.

Who sleeps in bed next to you?
Mostly no one... 'cept Binky and the occasional kitty.

What did you last eat?
Some chicken basil pasta thing my sister made... but my mom's bringing me some kind of pasta bread bowl from dominoes soon!

What kind of books do you read?
Romance novels....

If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?
On the price is right receiving a giant check and a trip to hawaii!

When is your birthday?
August 5th

Name one odd item within five feet of you.
a Ramune!

What's your current fandom / obsession / addiction?
TWIIIILIIIGHTTT!

What did you really want to do today that you didn't?
Eat pancakes :(

What's your favorite holiday?
Halloween

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
aol.com, livejournal, myspace, facebook

If you could have any pet, what would it be?
a Loris! Or a baby tiger

Salty or sweet?
sometimes... both!

What do you want right this minute, off the top of your head?
panera

Where is the place you like to return in order to calm down / relax / etc.?
Nowhere in particular

What's one thing that terrifies you that nobody else gets?
things that are rally tiny and perfectly ordered. They don't really frighten me but they really really disgust me.

What color is your cell phone
mocha... ugly brown

Are there any bits of childhood that you miss?
uhhh... slacking. I really miss being able to slack alll the time.

Say something to the person who tagged you.
I wasn't tagged... but I DID steal this from Kaitlyn.... so um... HI KAITLYN!
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(no subject) [Oct. 29th, 2009|11:04 pm]
[I feel... | .]

I can't honestly say I feel good about this time in my life.
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(no subject) [Sep. 19th, 2009|11:56 pm]
[I feel... | bored]

I went to VEEEGAAAASSS! WOOOO!! I saw a bunch of shows (Zumanity, Chippendale's, Matsuri.... etc) and ate at a bunch of excellent places! I posted pictures on my myspace... too lazy to post them here. The plane ride was not as fun as I thought it would be. I really don't like being bored and it's hard to entertain yourself for 6 hours! I found that out the hard way. Too lazy to post anything else about the trip other than it was a lot of fun and I didn't like having to come back the hum-drum life. Blah.
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(no subject) [Aug. 12th, 2009|02:32 am]
[I feel... | ZzZzZzZz]

Sooo much to post about... and I'm sooo lazy!
I failed my Chem 2 class... but got a B in the lab. I'm re-taking it next semester. Had to change my schedule around to fit it though. Now I'm taking:
10:30-11:50- Genetics
12-1:15- Asteroids and meteors
1:30-2:45- General anthropology
3-4:15- Chemistry 2
Intense!
For my birthday (yes... I'm 22 now!) I went to Disney all day (Epcot, Animal Kingdom, and Magic Kingdom) with Los. It was intensely fun.... got to ride a bunch of stuff (Test track, soarin', spaceship earth, everest, it's tough to be a bug, dinosaur, dino-coaster, peter pan, it's a small world, tomorrowland rockets, monsters inc, buzz lightyear, and haunted mansion). Most of the waits were decent, but it rained a lot while we were in line for everest (next to get on) so we had to wait 2 hours in line for that. I got chocolate from Germany and Japan in Epcot and also got a cool shirt in Japan with Fruits Basket on it!!! Yay!
The day after my birthday Ashley, Amanda, Tracy, Seventy and I stayed in the Hard Rock hotel by universal. It was a lot of fun... there was an excellent pool and two hot tubs... our room was pretty nice and the concierge sent me up a (disgusting) birthday cake! We only stayed there over night though... which was sad.
Friday I came home from the hotel and had a birthday dinner with the family (excluding my sister who was doing homework) at golden corral. That was entertaining. My aunt got me underwear and I had no choice but to hold it up in front of all the patrons for their viewing pleasure. I got a couple other sweet things for my birthday.... I couple cool tshirts and a COOL Team Jacob backpack! I also got a lot of money and gift cards to various restaurants. Terren got me a hard drive for my laptop which I am putting to good use AS WE SPEAK! It was a pretty excellent birthday.
Today I went and got snakebites (lip piercings) done with Ashley Link (she got her eyebrow and belly button pierced). Loads of excitement! It's a little painful and I don't know how the people at work are going to react. I hope they don't try to tell me to take them out (I physically CAN'T at this point). I have the next 2 days off though so hopefully they'll heal and I'll be able to change the barbells to white or clear to make them a tiny bit less noticeable.
That's about it! SLLEEEPPYY! Ruben comes home soon YAY!
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2009|11:49 pm]
[I feel... | EEE!]

UPDATE! I never ended up playing WOW. It seemed expensive and even though I do have quite a bit of alone time, I don't think I have enough to dedicate to WOW lol.
In other news... I'm very nearly failing my Chem class. At this point I have about a 50% in the class... I have to consistently get As and Bs on my last 3 tests and quizzes in order to pass the class. I did well and got 20/20 on my last quiz... but that might have just been a one time thing. I studied for hours for the test I took yesterday and I don't think I did very well. There was only really one question on the whole 20 question test that I felt confident with... the other 19 were either educated or complete guesses. We'll see what I get.. but I'm pretty sure it's not more than a 60%.
I've done a lot of shopping lately. Bought a lot of clothes I don't need... and Echo. LOL! I also got a bunch of groceries and stuff I need. I shouldn't have days off... all I do is spend money!!!
I saw Bruno today! It was sooooooooooooooooooooooo funny. It might be a little too vulgar for a normal person... but I thought it was brilliant!
And... that's about it.
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2009|03:03 pm]
I played a Michael Jackson song on my recorder today... in memory and in craze... nostalgia and randomness. I am a badass recorder player, by the way. So anyways... that one was for you Michael...
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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2009|04:42 pm]
[I feel... | IDK]
[music |Send me an Angel-Real Life (1983)]

UPDATE! My hands smell like CH3COOH...
Kinda smells like vinegar... I spilled a ton of it on myself during lab today.. no matter how much I wash my hands they keep smelling!!!
I got my drivers license and EVERYTHING ELSE I could possibly get to complete my wallet. YAY!
Lately I've had a lot of instances where I have time off and no one to do anything with... texts go unreplied... calls go unanswered... I feel pathetic. What happened to the times when my phone would ring and people would want to hang out with me? Guess everyone's lives have picked up and there's no time for good ole board games and chatting anymore. THEREFORE I have had an epiphany. What do people do when they have no lives?! Why, play World of Warcraft of course! I figure with all of my free time and lack of lovelife.. I'll have plenty of time to rot away in front of the computer screen wasting countless hours of my life cut off from the outside world. I'll be like everyone else!
You see, I have a bit of a problem being alone. It's like I'm allergic to having time to myself. If I spend more than 30 mins alone in my house I HAVE to start texting and calling people to hang out with.. no matter what time it is. World of Warcraft will be the cure... I assure you.
And for some reason I'm listening to 80's music.. WHAT?!
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(no subject) [Jun. 6th, 2009|10:03 pm]
[I feel... | bored]

So I beat Pokemon last night. It was pretty awesome.
Other than that school's been pretty boring and lame. I have my disgusting 4 hour labs on tuesdays with NO CHAIRS TO SIT IN. Ugh. I have to stand for 4 hours and NOT get paid for it. Isn't that awful?! I had my first text in chem a couple days ago. I can say confidently that I royally bombed it. Chemistry is too much memorization and there are too many exceptions for anything to be logically remembered. I hate it so much. Whoever died and made chemistry a graduation requirement for bio majors can go ahead and die again! And go to hell! Again!
Work. Eh. I work too much. School 4 days a week, work 4 days a week. I've had thursdays and fridays off which has been nice. Kinda like a normal weekend! I haven't had much to show for my last couple "weekends" off. Los managed to find out how to hook my Wii up to a hard drive so now I have a bunch of Wii games for frizzle. Weee! Been playing Warioland Shake It! It's got crazy animation and it's pretty fun!
In other news.... I LOST MY FREAKING WALLET! It magically poofed out of existence about a week ago. So far all I have replaced is my UCF ID (which cost me $15 freaking bucks to get back! assholes!), my WaMu debit card, and my walmart credit card. I still don't have a drivers license yet LOL! Kinda seems like one of the more important things you'd want to replace... but the DMV is so damn busy on my days off that it seems like way too much of a hassle. Plus, the line's usually backed up around the building, and when it's raining I'd rather not wait outside for 4 hours and take an ugly pic to be on my ID for the next 7 years.
I'd like to list all of the cool things I lost with my wallet, for future reference and just for the hell of it:
SWEET BumbleBee wallet
WaMu debit card
Trustco debit card
Walmart credit card
Drivers license
Sam's card
Universal ticket
Free movie ticket (+free popcorn ticket!)
Regal and Premiere movie club cards
UCF ID
Insurance cards
Luckily there was no cash and no social security card in my wallet, so the person in possession of it now can GO TO HELL! All in all I'm out $45 for replacing cards and my wallet and a universal ticket... everything else I either don't care too much about or was free to replace.
I got on the hack-train and started DLing stuff all by myself! I have downloaded some movies and an avi-dvd converter. I feel so... nerdy! I'm really hoping the converter program isn't a piece of poop... because it's taking like 30 mins just to convert one movie! I wonder if that's normal. OMG this entry is getting long. :P
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(no subject) [Jun. 6th, 2009|12:50 am]
[I feel... | lazy]



Ehh... not great.
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2009|04:00 pm]
[I feel... | EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!]

FUCK YES!

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(no subject) [May. 9th, 2009|04:12 pm]
[I feel... | WOOT!]

I PASSED PHYSICS YAAAAY! Though all these C's are bringing my GPA down. Now I have a 3.2 :P
MY FINAL GRADES!
Anthro- B-
Chem- C
Physics- C

I'm just grateful that I passed. WOOT!

In other news... I've been playing Pokemon non-stop for the past 5 days. I have liiiiike 30 pokemon... 5 of them are lvl 25+... it's horrible. I need to stop.
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(no subject) [May. 3rd, 2009|12:59 am]
[I feel... | sleeeepy]

This semester is over and I am VERY relieved. I'm pretty sure I passed physics... so smooth sailing into next semester.
I went to the Chemistry department and begged them to put me into a chem 2 lab during the summer. After I told the woman that I would be her best friend, she gave me a Tuesday 1-4:50 lab :D I'm pretty thrilled! That puts me on track to hopefully graduate in two more semesters, granted I don't fail or get pissed.
I went to go see Birthday Massacre yesterday. It was quite good, though it ended at 7:30pm which was really weird! I've liked them for a really long time, so it was nice to have the opportunity to go see them.
I saw Wolverine on thursday at midnight. I don't know about that movie.. I don't think I knew enough about xmen to thoroughly enjoy it. It took a bit of background knowledge to understand who everyone was and how they played into the story line. I was lost most of the time and only started enjoying it when wolverine and sabretooth fought "back to back" which apparently would never happen in the real series. LOL I thought it was cute, which is probably why it would never happen. Everything I think is cute is either implausible or fuzzy... like me marrying Zach Effron or a mix between a baby tiger and a baby elephant. TOTALLY CUTE!
And so now I have two weeks off from school! Granted I have to work, I still have a couple days off to lounge around and catch up on all the relaxation I've been deprived of the last 4 months. I don't really have any plans yet, other than sleeping in and possibly going swimming :D And watching that sweet new Tokyo Zombie movie I bought at walmart!
It's late, I guess I should go to bed. I have to work tomorrow semi-early :P
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(no subject) [Apr. 28th, 2009|11:29 pm]
[I feel... | ACK! Momentum can kiss my ass!]

I gots a laptop. It is pretty :D I hate physics. Exam in 6 1/2 hours. I want to DIIIIE! GL to me. I'm tired.
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(no subject) [Apr. 8th, 2009|10:27 am]
[I feel... | LOL]

My phone number changed! If you want the new one you're going to have to tell me!
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(no subject) [Apr. 3rd, 2009|11:28 am]
[I feel... | AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHH]

Whatever.
I've had a very stressful week. I'm pretty much done with people unnecessarily stressing me out.
On monday I had a little issue to deal with concerning my sister's EX boyfriend Kyle and the police. It kept me up late and interfered with my compitancy for doing my homework. I'm pretty confident that at this point the situation is irradicated, and slowly the healing process is taking place.
Also on monday, my possibly belated boyfriend decided to have a mild shitfit and upset me greatly. The snowball's been rolling downhill since then and today, on this friday, I am very over the frustration. I am of the opinion that when a man causes you enough greif to make you want to cry/scream/kill someone, they're not really worth your while. It's hard to say that, considering that just this saturday things were virtually intact, but such is the case.
We'll see.
Work is boring... sooo totally the most boring job I've ever had.
School is almost over, which I'm excited about. What I'm NOT excited about is my next semester's schedule:
Tuesday/Thursday:
10:30-11:50 Genetics
12-2:50 Physics II lab
3-4:15 Physics II
6-7:15 Organic Chemistry
Take note... I'm there from 10:30AM to 7:15PM!!!! Ass.
I'm also (hopefully) taking Chemistry II over the summer, but I haven't been able to sign up for a lab (class=400+ students, lab seats avalable~100; doesn't really add up). We'll see about that too.
I'm still very upset. I skipped my chemistry class today so I could have the day to sit around before I have to go to work from 3-11pm tonight. I did a 9am-11pm yasterday on top of all my anger and grief, I didn't want another repeat of yesterday. So, another 3 hours til work, another 3 hours of watching steve wilkos and sitting on the couch with my mind wandering.
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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2009|11:57 pm]
[I feel... | brain-fried]

New things:
1.)I got laid off at sam's back in january and now I've been working at the walmart photocenter for about 2 weeks
2.)basically been tired and not doing much due to work + school
3.)had a horrible experience at friendly confines, so monday night wingnight is no longer
4.)won trivia 2 weeks ago which was astounding, then lost horribly last week. Maybe tomorrow
5.)Jt and I have been dating for almost 2 months now. He's leaving to california tomorrow and not coming back for 2 weeks... eh
6.)spring break is next week, I plan to try to do something amazingly fun with the 3 days that I don't work over my 9 day spring break :P
7.)no school=SLEEP
8.)I should be in bed... physics quiz+chemistry test tomorrow=NEED TO SLEEP
9.)did 5 hours worth of homework today... I hate my life
10.)I feel like all my guy friends are drifting away because I don't want to sleep with them anymore
11.)I am so fucking hungry right now
12.)/camp
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2009|12:34 am]
[I feel... | unfair]

I seem to recall a theory out there that went something like "whatever can go wrong, will." And that, my friends, is my life.
I want to elaborate... but it's a broken record spinning out of control. The jist: I'm out money for stupid reasons, I'm unfortunate due to circumstances I can't control, I've all but run out of crutches, and happiness seems to be another great diversion from reality and responsibility.
I want to scream and jump up and down like a little child and whine about how everything is unfair. As juvenile as the connotation for to word "unfair" may be, it's genuinely the most appropriate word to describe everything that is and has ever happened to me in my life. I just can't seem to catch a break.
So, fucking "WAAAAAH!"
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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2009|11:04 am]
[I feel... |awake]

So I've been in school for a while. I don't think I'm overly excited about any of my classes... but they do seem to all be getting off to a very slow start. It's like being in high school again, learning about significant figures and SI units... it's very boring and repetitive. That's what you get for taking two science classes at the same time though.
I actually got around to getting rid of my rabbit finally! Now I have space in my room and it doesn't smell like a rabbit and I don't have to pay for rabbit food to just watch it sit there and decay. The woman who bought it from me was nice and she said she was going to let him run around her yard and stuff! Woot!
JT and I got around to putting together that bookcase as well! It looks nice and it saves me a ton of room! I really like it.
Other than that... not a whole lot is new. We've been going to get $.49 wings at Confines every monday... which has turned out to be very entertaining! And delicious! I think last time I actually ate 12 wings! WOOT! I was really hunrgy!
Yesterday I went to Universal with JT to pick up my comp passes and ride a few rides. We went on the mummy and E.T.... I think that was it lol! And we specifically went there to use our coupons and we never did! How dumb. Oh well. We also went to go see Unborn (the second attempt, the first one was very fail due to rambunctious teenagers) and it was very silly! I'd suggest people watch it if they like really awful cheesy horror flicks! LIKE ME!
So I suppose due to some peoples' really angry entries that the cat is out of the bag about JT and me. I'm happy about it... soooooo that's pretty much it! More to come I'm sure!
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(no subject) [Jan. 3rd, 2009|01:52 pm]
[I feel... | pretty good]

My 6 day workweek is over... but so are my two days off. It went by so fast! I figured out, though, that I have monday off from school and work because classes at UCF don't start til wednesday!!!!!!!!!! Yay! That means I have an extra day to sit around and do nothing all day before I go to my schedule of hell on earth! Brilliant!
I went shopping and now I have thousands of new pieces of clothing. I'm almost excited school is starting because now I'll have a reason to wear all of said new clothing. I still need to go to downtown disney and go to the build-a-dino to use my sweet giftcard. I might do that on monday.
JT, Amanda, and I have had a revelation of events to come. Monday nights at Friendly Confines! 49 cent wings! FUN! We went last week... the wings were the bomb and the people there we entertaining. We might make an event of it. Sooooooo on monday night if you don't got nothing to dooooo... come to Confines!
And lastly... I have purchased a bookcase... which I am very excited about. Now I must get rid of the rabbit and all my plans will have been finalized for OPERATION ROOM REVAMPING! Eee!
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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2008|01:29 pm]
[I feel... | eeehhh]

I believe I am devoid of illness!!!!!!! FOR NOW! lol
I got all my xmas shopping done! I have 2 things that are supposed to be coming in the mail but it doesn't matter much if they're late. I keep getting myself xmas gifts lol. I went to Epcot with JT on wednesday of this week and got myself a cute little piggy from japan!! Then yesterday I went shopping for more clothes that I don't need. BUT it was a good deal!! Sooo therefore the shopping was justified.
This next week should be the work week from hell... xmaskthx. My schedule:
mon/22-OFF
tue/23-3-9
wed/24-1-6
thur/25-OFF
fri/26-3-9
sat/27-3-9
sun/28-10-6
mon/29-3-10 (SHREK)
tues/30-3-9
wed/31-4-1:30am (SHREK)
thur/1-OFF
fri/2-OFF

DEF looking forward to the 6-day non-stop work week after xmas. I wont even get to play with my xmas presents!!!!!!!! :( And I have to be at shrek for 9 hours on new years eve. Blah.
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(no subject) [Dec. 15th, 2008|01:43 am]
[I feel... | you guessed it... miserable]

So halfway into my MRSA I managed to get a pretty nasty cold. It sucks beyond everything in the whole world! I took my last dose of antibiotics yesterday... and what do you know! Another malady arises! I wore a new t-shirt to bed that I hadn't pre-washed and ended up being sickeningly allergic to it. To make matters worse, I went to work without showering so the residue to sink and spread throughout my body during the whooole day. Needless to say, when I got home I was miserable. I have this ridiculously itchy rash all over my body.. I look like I have psoriasis or something much more awful. I couldn't sleep all night (not that that's any different than every night for the last 2 weeks) so I stayed up til 8am when the Centracare opened. I looked awful and everyone stared at me the whole time. When they finally took me back the doctor decided to give me 2 shots in the ass which made me vomit uncontrollably. After 20 mins of that they decided that I looked better and sent me home with 5 days worth of pills to take and a "I hope you feel better." The medicine I'm on is like a super strong benadryl, and if anyone knows anything about benadryl you'd know it makes you drowsy. Well I have to take 6 of those a day so I've been out for the past ~12 hours. HOPEFULLY I'll be over this in 5 days and then my life can actually be back to normal. That'd be nice.
Xmas is in 10 days. Work scheduled me against my availability so I can work on xmas eve... how kind of them. I've finished some of my shopping... though I believe I have one or 2 more people to shop for. I really wish I didn't have to spend over $200 in medical shit the last 2 weeks so I could have some extra money..... oh well.
Yeaaah... I'm sorry if I sound miserable. That's pretty much the way of things lately.
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(no subject) [Dec. 7th, 2008|12:04 am]
[I feel... | unproductive]

Soooo I finally caught MRSA... it was only a matter of time I guess. It's not as bad as everyone makes it out to be. I think people are just a bunch of pansies!! Other than being infectious, I've been sitting around getting very little done. Finals are next week so I have a bit of studying to do.... which I'm not doing right now for lack of motivation. I'm on the last book of twilight.... it's getting pretty interesting. I'd much rather read twilight than study! :D WHICH I MIGHT JUST GO DO RIGHT NOW! LOLOLOL yay for being unproductive!
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(no subject) [Nov. 22nd, 2008|12:30 am]
[I feel... | blah]

The job at Sam's is going well. Most of the time I'm there I feel like I'm just wandering aimlessly til it's time to leave. There isn't much to do during the week since we're not busy... so it makes the day go by real slow. I talk to a lot of older men who hit on me all the time... it's actually quite creepy how many "if only I was 10 years younger" comments I've gotten in the past 3 weeks. Wow. Anyways, school has picked up... only a couple weeks left until winter vacation. Then begins the SEMESTER FROM HEEEEEELLLLLL!
I decided to take Chemistry and Physics in the same semester.. that should be fun.. along with a human evolution class. I'm there 5 days a week, ranging from 50 mins to 5 hours a day. Should be intense.
I've been in Twilight MADNESS lately... been reading a lot. Went to the preview last night and waited 4 hours for the movie. Ended up meeting some neat people and played phase 10 and apples to apples while waiting in line. It turned out to be a pretty fun evening! A little bit of a contrast to what my life's been like lately.
And life as of late? It's been pretty monotonous. I've been going out less and less and staying in more. Hanging out with the same three people every week. This is pretty unlike me. It kinda makes me feel like I need to be making new friends. Sigh... that's hard. LOL
And the love life? I wouldn't say screaming halt, but more like a dissipation. Often, though, it takes for something to be there to begin with in order to dissipate. I want to be angry about it, but I find myself more upset than anything. Any anger forth is upon myself for being so hopeful. What a horrible habit, hope is. Why would you make a habit of something so uncertain? And so, inevitably, the stupid lamb did not actually fall in love with the lion... but instead fell in love with an even stupider, more cowardly lamb. How irresistibly comical.
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(no subject) [Oct. 31st, 2008|11:21 pm]
[I feel... | BOO!]

So I got a job! It's at Sam's again... I make more money than I did the last time I worked at Sam's though so it's nice. I got a job in hardlines, so I get to operate the forklift and do fun things like that. Should be mucho entertaining-o.
Oh and HAPPY HALLOWEEN! I don't know about the rest of you old people, but I TOTALLY went trick or treating today. I got a bunch of awesome candy (a lot of chocolates!) We (Brian and I) went to a random neighborhood in Oviedo and went through two homemade haunted houses. They ended up being really entertaining! Then we went door to door and RANDOMLY I ended up going to my old Earth Science professor's house (dressed as a naughty nurse mind you). Creeeeepy! What's even more creepy was that he recognized me before I recognized him. Weeeeeiiirrddd!
Last night Amanda, Ashley, Los and I went to I-Bar for their little halloween shindig. That was quite entertaining despite the awkwardness and cold. KEKE! I <3 halloween!
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(no subject) [Oct. 19th, 2008|03:44 pm]
[I feel... | LOL]

Go to urban​dicti​onary​.​​ com and type in your answe​r to each quest​ion in the searc​h box, then write​ the FIRST​ defin​ition​ it gives​ you.


01) Your name? [Ashley]
a bad ass motherfucker who won't take no shit off of nobody

02) Your age? [21]
The age at which one is finally considered human.

03) One of your friends? [Amanda]
A women named Amanda is typically very beautiful with an incredible body and nice eyes. They are known to be very loveable. Amandas are envied by other women.

04) What should you be doing? [eating]
1. To take into the body by the mouth for digestion or absorption
2. Vulgar slang. To perform oral sex on
3. Informal. To bother or annoy
4. To destroy, ravage, or use up by or as if by ingesting

05) Favorite color? [green]
yes... it is most definitely referring to the marijuana... and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that's really not very much fun, now is it?
'yo, where da green at?'

06) Hometown? [Orlando]
Orlando is not Lake Buena Vista, Kissimmee, or St. Cloud.

07) Month of your birthday? [August]
The eigth month of the year characterized by cookouts and swimming!

08) Last person you talked to? [Carlos]
The Best Male Stripper In The World (LOL)

09) What did you last eat? [moose tracks]
When a man's clothing is so tight that his testicles are clearly defined in his clothing. Thus, it causes what looks like moose tracks.

10) Your nickname? [Tits]
Women's secret source of power over men. Having the right tits often results in social and economic gain.
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(no subject) [Oct. 17th, 2008|12:13 pm]
[I feel... | pretty good]

I finally found out what I'm going to be for Halloween!!! Not a bee... but Little Red Riding Hood!! It's an awesome costume and it wasn't that expensive which was nice. Also! Yesterday I went to Party City and got a sweet petticoat for $8! That's really cheap. So far the plans are to go to I-Bar the night before Halloween and party it up, then on Halloween day hopefully go Trick-Or-Treating. I just hope people are still willing to go with me!
On another note, earlier this week I got to hear a seminar by Dr. Coyne, one of the most influential speakers on the front lines of Evolution vs. Intelligent Design. He was really AWESOME! He showed the banana video! (if you don't know what I'm talking about... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qq7LXn4KSrM). It was pretty informative and made me want to shoot a lot of people in Florida for being so ignorant. Sorry for those who are what I consider "ignorant." I still love you!
I still don't have a stable job. I've applied at tons of places that said they were hiring and never heard anything back. Recently I've applied at Gamestop and Regal cinemas... lol. Oh well... hopefully if I bother them enough someone will give me a bone.
And finally...
"Los likes really girly music... but he also likes me which means that he has really great taste!"
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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2008|01:33 pm]
[I feel... | eh]

Life is... life. I'm being unreasonable. I always feel like I have nothing to do. It's not that I have nothing to do, it's just that I have nothing that I want to do. A job would be nice.
I went to the HHN preview with Amanda last night. It was pretty fun. The first house we went in (dead exposure) ended up being the best. All of the rest of the houses ended up being either so-so or really bad. Given limited time, we did quite well on how much we were able to experience before the night ended. We did 6 of 8 houses, and saw Bill and Ted. I'd say it was a pretty fun and productive night!
I almost feel like delving into the yummy meaty sandwichy part of my life, but not today. Just the bread will have to suffice.
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2008|02:54 am]
[I feel... | blah]

Reporting from Rock Bottom:
SpongeBob and I spent the whole day Thursday crying. My loan was denied and I... was really counting on it. For lack of interest in delving into the story, we'll just say that I am in debt now, and I will be for the rest of my life. This is all I know for sure.
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(no subject) [Sep. 1st, 2008|03:56 am]
[I feel... | w/e]

I am going to miss Ruben so much. I hate that he's leaving, but I know I have to be strong and think positive. I'm losing one of my best friends... and it hurts far more than I'd like to admit.
I'm at a very... interesting time in my life. Financially I'm worse off than I think I've ever been. I haven't worked in a long time and I need so much money right now. I applied for a loan but I don't think I'm going to get it in time to pay for my classes. I might have to drop them and start the next semester, which would suck because I already bought the full year parking decal. But there isn't much I can do. There's no way I can come up with over a thousand dollars in 5 days.... so I don't think it's going to happen.
My entire life I've looked forward to school and my educational path. I've said I'm going to be a teacher since I was a kid, and now that dream seems so unreachable and undesirable to me. The cost doesn't seem worth it to me. I'm paying thousands for dollars for an education in a field that's renounced as being one of the shittiest paying, least gratifying professions in the state. Not to mention that when I subbed I HATED it. I don't know what I'm doing with my life, I don't have the money to pay for what I'm doing with my life, and I don't have the motivation to find out what I'm doing with my life.
With fewer friends and less working, I've had a lot of time to think things out. I'd like to think I'm not a pessimistic person, and that's probably the reason why I'm not depressed beyond repair right now.
I'm single. I'd like to think I'm not the kind of person who ALWAYS needs to be with someone to be happy... I honestly don't think I am. I fall in and out of love easily. I think my idea of love is very skewed from the actual definition.
Johnny really fucked me over. He honestly was the worst person I have ever dated. I'd like to think that I can learn from this experience and not jump into things so quickly (especially TRUST!) I need to learn how to say no. I also need to learn how to be without people. I think this would help my emotional state out a whole bunch.
The thing between me and Carlos has become questionable at best. I see him a lot. We act like we're dating in every way, even holding hands in public and being openly affectionate in front of my family. I don't know what to do about the whole situation. I fear delving into it will be as emotionally exhausting as it would be rewarding. I've told him I want to talk to him about it and he makes it a point that he would like to just leave things the way they are. I like things the way they are, but I hate that he and I can't be open with each other. I think I'm in love with him, but in my sense of the word that could just mean that I like him. A lot. I wish I could tell him. And more than that, I wish he'd be willing to listen.
Terren's decided again that he can't talk to me. I understand why. I'm not the poster child for modesty or sympathy. He knows that Carlos and I have something and that hurts him. It hurts me that he's upset, but at this point I have nothing to offer the ordeal. I will never be with him again, and if that lends to his dissatisfaction then let the weeping begin.
I'm not cruel, but I'm not chaste. I can't censor my life for one person, even for a best.
Basically, if not for the love/infatuation situation in my life, I would be a very sad puppy. I'm glad for even what little bone I've been thrown. I'd say that's a good sport.
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(no subject) [Aug. 30th, 2008|03:08 am]
[I feel... | enamored]

Third day at school proved to be a success. No parking problems, no failed quizzes or unintentional homework assignments forgotten. My astronomy class is for babies... I should pass it without any problems.
Amanda and I had exciting times today. We went to Viet-town to get candies and fun things, then we went to the florida mall to get build-a-bears and other fun things. Afterward we went to Premiere Adult Factory Outlet to look at all the silly things they have :D. Towards the end of the night we decided to go to Ruben's house and play a nice card game (phase 10) with him and maria. All in all, it was an overly exciting and fun day.
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